Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
where?
Tentation/ trial, temptaion says:
St Theresa's Church.
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
haha
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
that is like super duper near my sch
Tentation/ trial, temptaion says:
SAME!
Tentation/ trial, temptaion says:
hhahahaha.
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
oh
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
yea
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
i forgot same sch
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
haha
Lexus i will be right here waiting for you says:
paiseh
this was FUNNEH.
Tentation/ trial, temptaion says:
HAHAHHAHA. OMG OMG OMG.
Tentation/ trial, temptaion says:
HAHAHHAA.
Wish the earth wasn't so apocalyptic, I try to spread my message to the world the best way I can give it, we can make it. Always be optimistic, if you don't listen gotta live my life the best way that I can live it. I pray for justice when we go to court, wish it was all good so the country wouldn't have to go to war. Why can't we kick it and just move on, and in the famous words of Mr. King "Why can't we all just get along"?
Staring up at the starry sky, nothing happened. I just starred. It didn't feel anywhere close to the time we lay down and starred from the quarry. That day was the best night with stars. Somehow good doesn't cut it anymore. You have to be the best.
I wish everybody would just stop and freeze, and ask why are we fulfilling these downfalls and these prophecies. You can be wrong if it's you doubting, with the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains, and only the heavenly father can ease the hurt.
Honey, give me love & not a facsimile of.
Oh fuck, I'm peeling AGAIN.
Now it's my hands and neck. But my hand are like peeling really wierdly? Can someone just invent peeling skin disolver? ): I'm going to put in the archive thing back into my blog, so it'd be easier to read my old posts. :D Because in them there are like alot of memories, I like memories. (:
I need a NEW blog. Soon.
Tuition is an hour plus. Tomorrow there's tuition & then camp. Should I even go for cmap or skip? Wild wild wet! ):
I just told you everything. Well, almost.
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
I remember the times you were always there for me. When I was down & you suddenly came to ask if I was feeling okay. It really made my day you know? You made me smile.
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
You'd always push me away each time i try to help. So I gave up on you. But giving up is now nothing, because i hardly tried. Now I can't even find you.
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
You know, sometimes it's hard but the hard parts make the easy parts worth. Right?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Maybe I shouldn't have left. I was the closest I've been. But I still care.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
They're migrating in two years. You're leaving in a few days. I've got a camp in two days.
& you're currently not in a talking state. & we're supposed to go. Or at least were. & there's another dear one who's refusing to talk.
Can you cut off the blood flowto my brain? I want to stop thinking about everything.
Let's just say, I'll migrate if given the chance. & my chance looks like it'll become reality.
What lies before us and what lies behind us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
Ralph Waldo Emerson.
I want to go to Wild Wild Wet- NOW.
It's complicated but understand me.
Cause I just need time.
My heart is numb, has no feeling.
I'm still healing.
Stupid pangsai. Smashes phone in frustration. I panicked yesterday while talking to Pan when I realised that maybe I coulnd't go okay! ): That's how much I wanna go there. But I don't wanna meet people & they're going too. I'm scared.
Had lunch downstairs just now. Sims 2 pets is harder to play than I thought it would be! Open For Busniess die luh!
I want to go to Australia & migrate from here. If my brother goes, I'm going.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Eh, I didn't even know one of TS left today! That's how much we've drifted. I dind't know she was leaving until somone tagged on her blog. HA.
Anyway, tomorrow I'm not going WWW, ):
Stupid Leslie, MIA man! Spoilt phones = uncontactable people. & you're leaving one the 2nd. 1st there's camp, & Tuesday I've got tuition. )))))))))))): Somebody kill me please?
I GOT MY SONG! :D
Take That - Patience
Just now Marmar came over. I'm super black now luh! I used to be fairer than her okay! What the heck! We watched part of Underworld: Evolution while having ruffles. Just like old times with the rest of the TS! I miss you all alot please. Tonight the OBM people are coming back! (: I can't wait.
All we're doing is waiting for you.
I swear I'm going to listen to this every single minute after I get it. :D
Monday, November 27, 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Je3gz25F7MI
CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeGy59gwkGQ
OMF. Take that kills. :D
Seriously, they killed me too.
This is super freaky. Everytime they sing, thousands joing and they know the song WORD FOR WORD please. :O It's super obvious in the Patience/Pray live performance. Superb.
Just have a little patience.
I’m still hurting from a love I lost.
I’m feeling your frustration-
That any minute all the pain will stop
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight;
Don’t be to hard on my emotions
Cause I need time
My heart is numb- has no feeling
So while I’m still healing,
Just try and have a little patience
I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one that I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong believe me
I’m trying to move on
It’s complicated but understand me
Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing,
Just try and have little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah
Cause the scars run so deep.
It’s been hard but I have to believe
Have a little patience
Have a little patience
Cause I just need time
My heart is numb- has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Have a little patience
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try and have a little patience
Take that is BACK! :D
Patience, it took a long time. But it was well worth the wait.
Click is a very cliche movie. But there's one really nice & sad part which I loved! :D
Go watch part 8-10. Sweet! The way that guy died- Pretty amazing his entire family was there. Pretty painful, forever & ever, babe. That was sweet.
You know I'm sucha fool for you.
But you always really knew, I just wanted to be with you.
I fucking swear periods fucking suck!
because of this darn thing, I'm stuck at home. Okay, also partially because erveryone else is still pretty much MIA. I seriously wanna go to Wild Wild Wet now! ): I need a darker tan! Haha. Then after that I wanna go sentosa to kayak. :D But first I have to finish my chemistry today. That's my goal for today. Finish Chemistry. Chapter 1-10 I think. Heh, I can't even remember. But I don't care, I think Marton Csokas is pretty hot in Aeon Flux. Especially in the stills! :D He looks hot when he stares. He has acted in Xena before! Whoa, by the way, Nicole Ritchie is freaking short. 157? Emma Watson is another shorty, 165. So I have a chance of going to hollywood. Hahaha!
CSOKAS & THERON! <3
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Today churched at 10. Sat alone, cause Leslie sat on the left side and Pan stood at the back. After mass the three of us went up to Prumei to eat because I had this craving for the food there. I haven't eaten there in a really long time! So I had my fish burger & fries which obviously were partially eaten by Leslie. Then I nought this Triple Chocolate Ice cream! :D Super good. But I still prefer Ben&Jerrys. So we walked to the bus stop and went to Vivo. It was super huge and boring. I don't want to go there ever again! I took like 15minutes to find the mrt. We went upstairs because we all couldn't read the arrows properly. Heh! I had to buy pads because myine came! Right when I was about to go home, Jonathan(My brother luh!) called to ask if I wanted to go with my cousins and all for lunch. So I ran halfway around vivo to find the mrt. Pan&I took the mrt together while Leslie came in, for I don't know what reason. Because he had nothing to do & didn't want to go home until 5. So went to meet the cousins & sat there for awhile. Then everyone went seperate ways. Jenny bought my exercise books for me and also bought polar cakes! :D Strawberry and coconut pandan. Then Michael and her fetched me home.
You must be mad to lie down on the floor of Zara in Vivio.
Or maybe you must be a Leslie.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Hillaryhillary!
DUFFDUFFDUFF!
Sanmao! We miss you alot please! ):
I can't wait for the dinner thing, :D
They're oughta know- That you're mine all mine.
Last night went for dinner with my relatives. My uncle and cousin came to Singapore. Because my cousin's grandmother(her mom's side) passed away a few days ago so they all came down. But Madison didn't come down! ): Dang, I wanna see that cute like baby. Maybe next year- December! :D
I want to go for tomorrow's mass! I'm still peeling like crazy. Maybe not crazy, just my nose. The burnt skin is coming off. I need like skin peelers. I hate peely noses.
You know that when you smile, you stop the rain?
I've been missing you since you turned to leave.
Since the last time you saw me & I never said goodbye.
I don't want to say goodbye.
Friday, November 24, 2006
OBS! :D
Day1:
I went to school quite early and was kinda in a daze because everything was(always is) slow and boring. Sat around, listened to instructions and left in the bus. I sat between Felicia Yip and Brina. The ride was really interesting with Lin and Alex infront, both disturbing each other! Ha. When we readed the jetty, we had to wait for the boat to take us to the camp site. The wait was really long and it was scorching! But the boat ride was worth it. (: When we reached the camp site, it was camp two, the mobile camp. I was thinking to myself, oh no- what did I get myself into?! We walked all the way to the stage area. Some of the people were already there, but the rest weren't. Those who were there had seen the group list and were telling us who's in whose group. I was in HILLARY. My instructor was Jonathan aka Jon. I was thinking he sounded kinda girlishy. Then later when he introduced himself on stage and all, he told us he was a HONGKONGer. So his english was kinda bad & if we didn't understand, we could tell him to stop so he could repeat himself. So we stuck nametags on and were assigned IC roles. I was the water IC. Then we went to the store and split up so that half checked the store properly and the other half did the packing of the food. I choose to pack the food. We had to tear out all the paper, label the tins and take out individual packets and pack them inside the boxes provided. Then we took our lifejackets and went to the kayaking place next to the beach. Jon then taught us how to kayak and we brought our kayaks down to the beach. Then he taught us how to capsize & while coming out of the water, my leg got stuck! Then Jon came and helped me. But it was pretty tough getting out, I got stuck a few times ankle deep in mud and it took awhile to get out. Heh. When I got stuck, my leg cramped. Alamak. So Jon had to pull my leg out, heh! So soon after I got out, it started to rain. We went to sit at the kayak place and we chatted. Then he did the sincere knot. I know how to do too okay! Haha. Then he taught us all the knots and all. After that we all shared jokes. Really lame jokes! Hahaha. We played the MRT on him! When the rain stopped, we all see-sawed the kayaks and put them back in the racks. Cooked our dinner and slept in the same area.
Day2:
Couldn't sleep much due to the SKSS people talking throughout the night about stuff. Hints. Woke up at 6 and brushed my teeth and went to pack. I carried the tent and also carried 12 water bottles with Lin. When we almost reached, my hands kinda gave way. Jon came and pressed my hand and asked if it hurt, yeah it did. He said to sound the alarm earlier next time. So anyway, everyone had to take their bottle back & I ended up carrying only 5. Each bottle is 2kg by the way. So everyone was really glad when we put down all the bottles, bags and tents. We walked all the way up to this place to borrow equiptment. Borrowed harnesses and safety helmets. We played this blade of grass and trust fall game. Then we went to re-learn how to belay, taught by Faz. Annabelle, Alex, Lin, Zhen Yi & I grouped together. It was super funny, but I can't remember what we were laughing about. But Alex proposed to me, we didn't elope & she went to propose to someone else instead! Tsk! Haha. Then after we learnt the basics, we went over to the giant climby thing! I was like OMG, cannot make it. Confirm plus chop cannot make it. So I was the rope person at the bottom & I had to keep reminding Zhen Yi to hold the rope with both hands because she was getting really excited fast. Haha! Later Lim Singh wanted to try the rockwall/log/rope/tyre thing. So I was like okay, I go with you. But then in the end I went up alone, cause they strapped me with some other girl? But I managed the entire thing, in like half that girl's time man! :D I feel super accomplished. So after that half of us went to clear up the equiptment and the other half went to pitch tents. I cleared equiptment. Then Lin and I went back to do the tents stuff, but ended up holding the poles because we didn't know exactly how to pitch the tents. But it was a real fun day, (: We walked to the canteen and had our dinner. After that we met in a circle. Jon said we'd have a tourist following us the next day. We'd have to take the tourist around the island. Then we asked like what if we lose our way etc etc. Then he told us Don't worry, I'll be there. Hahaha! So much for a tourist aye? Then he told us about his handwriting- His sister says it hasn't changed since he was in p3. HAHAHA! & he also showed us his drawing. & HE CLAIMED HE HAD A IN ART BEFORE. Everyone was like yeah, in primary school right? Hahaha. He drew a stickman please! A sanmao stickman. & he used to watch Doreamon. Wierd. We went to the canteen to continue our discussion becaue Jon wanted to eat his dessert(Green bean soup). He loves the red and green bean soup. So he put ice in his BIG BOWL of green bean soup. Then later he said: Yeah, it takes better hot. HAHAHA. Saomao=hilarioushilarrians.
Then later we walked back to our tents with the orchlights switched off and did last minute adjustments before going to sleep.
Day3:
My left schould ached like crazy! Due to the stupid tent! ): We packed up the tent and kept everything. Changed into wet clothing. We were to play this game called 'AMAZING PULAU'. It was a cheapskate version of the Amazing race! Hahaha. There were many checkpoints and 5fastforwards. But there was 1compulsary checkpointwhich we had to go to before finishing at the end before 2pm. but everyone got lost a number of times so they cancelled the compulsory checkpoint and told us the fastest and the most checkpoints win. So Hillary just choinged straight to the checkpoint! No stopping for rest man. Plus we were carrying all our tents and backpacks. We reached there first & sat in a circle. Suddenly Jon told me don't move. I'm like huh? Then he was like don't move. I was like nooooo, and I moved. Heh. Then he whacked my face! TSK. All because of a stupid mozzie. Then he made everyone say something about the activity but I was like- Eh, you whack me, I don't wanna say alr. Heh. After that, Jon said everyone had to pick up a pebble(A small rock). Then we stool in a circle and held the pebble in our left hand. Then we had to throw the pebble and catch the next person's pebble. All with the left hand and it had to be done three consecutive times before we could win. Everyne was like wtf, die la please. But we managed to do it some how & won! :D After that it RAINED! We all were stuck under our tarps. Everyone was munching on nonsense and as I mentioned nonsense, Jon was being lame again. QUOTES- "Who is stronger, superman or ultraman? ultraman, because super mane only fly with one hand, ultraman fly with both hands". HAHAHA. Lame right?! Everyone was like what the hell-ing man. But it was still somehow funny. After the rain died down, everyone watched yk explain while Jon demoed how to jump into the water.So one by one, we all jumped! We screamed everytime someone else jumped into the water. It was super fun! (: Then we played water games! It was super fun cause Judy was like 'molesting' Jon & everyone was trying to swin around with lifejackets on! Haha. After that, we packed our tarps and set off for the camp site. Set up the tent and cooked maggimee with mushrooms and sausages! :D Lovely food man. At night there were alot of stars! <3 Reminded me of Sentosa. Dang, I miss Sentosa. I shall go Kayak there one day again! (: I sat outside and happily watched the stars in the silence, thinking of the past. But it didn't seem to come back. OBS seemed to be too much fun! Heh. Later went to sleep.
Day4:
Woke up early and packed up all the tents and everything else. We were heading back to base camp today. So after we packed up, they made some of us share our experiences as we stood in a circle. My shoes were talking like mad, so I cut the bottoms off with a jack knife after that circle activity. Then Annabelle, Alex, Joyce, Jiamin, Lin & I went into the first boat and left. We rode down this swampy mangrovey place. On the way we saw kingfishers and mudskippers. The ride was pretty dirty due to the previous batch who waded in mud. When we reached the place, the kayaks there were crusted in mud, literally. We had to climb up this muddly slope to get to the kayaks and push them all down. Slowly, people started coming boat by boat and there were more hands to help. Some went down into the water to hold the kayaks so they wouldn't drift away. Others took the food, water and ponchos from the boats and placed them on land. Others went off far back to grab other kayaks. After that, we all went into the water with our paddles. It took awhile to get everyone into the boats, as the water was quite deep and we didn't really know how to climb in. Someone who was already in their kayak had to hold the next empty kayak so that the person in the water could swing their leg over and drag themself in. For some it was pretty easy, others made it look impossible. Then the instructors demoed how to rescue in the deep waters. then we all kayaked back. Halfway, we entered the ocean. The currents were super strong. Annabelle was giving up and I couldn't steer the kayak. So from the middle area, we drifted all the way back- right until further than the end. Then Jon and yk came to help us. (: Then we managed to finish back in the middle again! That was a good one, kayaking. After reaching back base camp, we washed our kayaks and brought up all the ponchos, backpacks, tents and water bottles up to the washing area. While washing the kayaks the instuctors would spray us with water! :D That was really really fun! Everyone was like grabbing kayaks just to get sprayed. After that we set up our tents and unpacked, bathed and Jon told us he wanted to talk to us, so we had to hurry hang the ponchos, bathe and eat. But we asked for entension. SO halfway while cooking, it rained. The rice was half cooked and there was only sardines. Amanda and I went to Jon to ask for time extension. He was really frustrated and I felt really really bad, cause he had been super nice to us. So some went to watch ponchos, some scrubed the mess tins and I helped the others clean up the food. Then by the time everything was done it was 10.50, couldn't meet Jon. We were hanging up our ponchos when some iinstructor told everyone to go back to camps, lights were going out in 10minutes. We were like okay, awhile more. Then Jon came. He didn't talk to anyone of us, he just went to the store, motioned for everyone to get out, switched off the light and locked the door. Then he passed this letter and apple crumble to Lin Singh, who was next to him. Then he just walked off. I didn't know he passed that, so when he walked off I just starred. He was like looking down and walking away. I was rally sad to dissapoint him la, so I was EMOTIONAL. Then they were reading the first bit of the letter. I became really realy sad then. Then they stopped. They decided to go back to the tents to read the letter when everyone was there. When they read it, my eyes went hot and the tears threatened to come out. But I held back. I held back until Amanda started crying. When I went to comfort her, all the tears came out. The letter was super sad, it said stuff like when I see the other instructors chit-chatting with their group, I'd like that with our group too. But when the time is gone, there's no point in saying it anymore. Tomorrow we'd meet at 8 at the H. No one was to call him until everyone was ready. He said there were 2 types of people people who wait for things to be done and people who do the things. He told us to sleep at 11 and have a good night's rest. Then after I cried abit, I stopped. I felt tired, I felt too tired to cry. I walked back to the side of the tent and squatted, away from everyone else. Then I cried for a long time. When anyone came near, I'd move away. I just needed to be alone, I thought of how he was the only instructor who actually really cared about every single one, never biased and really was the best and how we dissapointed him. I just cried and cried. Then I went to look for Zhenyi as she had the journal. So I asked Sha where her tent was, & Sha asked did you cry? I just walked away. I seriously felt like crying again. But I went to Zhenyi's tent and she didn't have the journal I wanted. Only the group journal. So I went back to the tent and sat there. Just sat there until Lin and Alex came back to sleep. I still sat there. Then after awhile I lay down and fell asleep.
Day5:
The morning was shit. We woke up early to keep the ponchos and get ready in time. Zhenyi & I made a tuna sandwich and a peanut-butter and jam sandwich for him. We ate the apple crumble too. <3 the apple crumble. Then halfway while packing he suddenly walked in. I got a shock of my life! I had just passed the lifejacket to Lin and out of nowhere, he pops up and talks to us. I nearly jumped. Scary. Then later everyone was kinda quiet when we gathered in a circle. Then we went off to write our journals. We took our belongings and sat down and did this game. We all had to talk about our favourite activity and pass this ball of string around. Jon would hold each end as it was passed around. Then we went backwards and said what we'd be commited to. I said I'd commit to my cca. I haven't gone in a really long time and I've been 'sick' all the while. After we said our commitment, he cut off our string from his hand.So we tired our strings to our wrists and went to buy our shirts. Then he signed our journals. Then we left for the ferry and then the bus.
& if the memory ever slips away- I hope I'll meet you again.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
So today I went to church. It was really boring, partly because all of us were seperated! ): So I just sat there and decomposed. I was really dead, I had about four hours of sleep. I woke up like three times in the night! Dang. I have got to pack in 9hours. I bet I'll take two hours or something. I'll most probably pack early and go mad thinking if I've packed everything.
I am going to play The Sims. So that I will not miss my computer too much.
If I could just tell you how I feel.
Maybe you'd change my world.
I missed the funeral! ):
Today is the last day I am here before I leave. So, I shall start packing in about 19 or 20hours time. & maybe I'll go to church. Just maybe.
I am going to die trying to pack! ):
Alot of people died trying to pack already. I need ziplocs, desperately. Tomorrow Today I'll have to buy them. I guess I might stop over at Tiong to buy them while topping up my card at the same time. Or I'll just buy from Great World and not go down. I bet I won't be able to sleep tomorrow tonight.
I may just make another montage. But I need new songs! ):
I guess I'll just take one of my really old tracks. Preferbly a1! :D
I guess I better stop before I rant on & on endlessly. Oh & I should stop myself from going out more than 6hours at a time. It's bad for my health. I only sleep 5/6hours & I can't afford to strain myself more than that. I am going to die during OBS. My insomnia has been back for awhile now. Plus my throat! Alamak. & the match is during my away period in Pulauubin!
By the way, it's worx & not worxx. I'm cooler and more irritating than you. :D
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Screw them alll! :D
I SHALL GO ONLINE. BECAUSE I AM LOVED.
Okay, that was random. HAHAHA.
But who cares. I AM ONLINE.
At least today I didn't go out more than I slept.
Bloody hell, I'm going back to my A1 days & they're amazing good. They feel unreal. I miss the entire bloody band! ):
As I watched thess,
the tears threatened to flow.
The videos suck, but the songs are painful to hear.
For a list of problems, you don't make sense.
If I go on Sunday, it'll be harder to let go. If I don't go on Sunday, it'll be harder to hold on. I'm still holding on, but not as ightly as before. I don't know if I should hold on.
In the midst of doing Straightjacket Feeling, the House Of Carters version. With more scenes of Angel. Because you liked her the best. See, I don't know if I should hold on or let go.
Have heart, my dear. You're bound to be afraid. Even if it's just for a few days. Making up for all that's less.
I refuse to go on msn, because no one will be there.
I changed my mind, I refuse to go on Sunday. It'll hurt.
Last night I found out that Nyona passed away. I cried.
First her dad, then his dad, then Caroline, then Mr Irwin and then you.
What? Am I next?
The end.
Friday, November 17, 2006
Fuck you, do you really want to become like the one you detest? A runner? No? Then stop running away from everything. Maybe you aren't what I made you out to be. Maybe you're just another fucking loser.
It's been coming for awhile
& I've been hiding in denial
I don't have what it takes
- to be a man.
I should have turned myself around
I should have tried to stand my ground.
But it's over.
I'm going to leave this place one day, forever. Now I really don't want to go there on Sunday. Oh-so-fucked-up-Sunday.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Ser O Parercer(Sae O Par-rae-sae). RBD.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmiyuYW3lyY
I am going on a spanish diet. :D Spanish football teams, spanish songs. Spanish pictures. Hahah! :D I am considering buying the RBD album. I think their Spanish songs are really nice. (:
Oh & you are the best! You kinda knew I wasn't exactly alright, see- thanks for caring. <3
You put a smile on my face the first thing in the morning.
Okay, my 5th montage is out.
It's on HOC. The song belongs to Snow Petrol, entilted Run. Enjoy!
I shouldn't even be hiding anything from you, right? It feels like I'm only an actress infront of everyone. LIke you put on a mask so that no one sees how you really feel. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I shouldn't have chosen to let go of id. Maybe he's right, maybe you can't be trusted. Maybe I should stop myself from falling into you. You can't even tell when I keep my tone while I am crying on the other side of the phone. Friendship? Meaningless without trust.
When the pendulum swings to the darker side of your heart.
I know you don't understand whatI'm saying, but you know me well enough to know that I'll most probably never tell you. Thanks for being there, just replying. When I needed it the most. (: You're still the best.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Last night when I was on the phone, my voice just died on me. I was like having some kind of sore throat. I sounded like some robot with that wierd voice, after awhile it went away though. & somehow yesterday became retarded day?! That doesn't make any sense. Then Pan was being a Leslie and Leslie was doing the boogie. O_O
Freaky. Anyway, Step Up was an alright show I guess. Channing Tatum is over-rated. I still prefer Wentworth Miller. :D Why do hot people have stupid names! Dang. By the way, I may be going for kids camp. But I'm having second thoughts now! ): Okay la, I'll go down on Sunday. So that all you stupid people will stop pestering me. Haha. I hope I will wake up and I had a coma and it's next Saturday. Then I won't have to go through the agony of packing and unpacking for OBS. & I won't be able to go either, right? ): I don't want to go anymore, I wish either this or that had gone with me. Oh what the heck, I'll just get over and done with it. The best part is that I don't even know what time to report to school.
So Pan, what's the next movie? Haha. It's got to be in December though. ): That's a long time more. There's kids camp this week, I have OBS next week. Start of December there's our camp. Then yeah! Christmas preps.
1402.
Just watched the tennis match, Federer vs Roddick. I must say Roddick is actually really good, he should be number 2 or something. But he's like 12 and Federer is 1. I mean he did win one set against Federer. That's really good. & he uses BABOLAT! Haha, no wonder Nicole uses Babolat. Wierd name, but cool anyway. Watched Shanghai Knights too. It was really corny but the bloopers at the back were hilarious. Jackie Chan's phone actually rang during one of the takes. & Owen Wilson said Jackie instead of Chon. Haha, that one was hilarious. Ooh, Andy's only 24. Roger is 25! God, why are these people so bloody good at tennis? I am jealous.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Today I woke up at 0730, thinking I was going to be late for tuition and that it was already 0800+. During tuition I was so sleepy, when I first got there I nearly died and kept yawning. Then Pan came and hit my head. Haha, then it had no effect, until Cheng told me she was already at my house. I went into the mrt and came straight out. Stupid, I know. But I had to cab all the way back and the driver took really long! ): Stupid idiot.
So watched the last two cds of MNYOSIL. I fell asleep during the last episode! Alamak, I was sitting down and my head was like on the chair, and I fell asleep, best! I woke up and my entire left side was numb and I was like what? I fell asleep? Haha. Then saw Cheng off as the match started. Watched all the way until Torres was replaced. Fucked up manager! He was the man on the match! ): And they sent him off. ): The fucking team is lousy without him. Okay, I'm obessed. Obession is no good without control.
So I should stop saying vulgarities? My bad habit is back, I feel like I need to say fuck in every sentence. LIke this, fuck you. Ha. I'm going to let it all out now. Fuck the manager, for taking that fucking hot guy off the fucking pitch. This is what is going on in my fucking head. Just me and my fucking imagination. Fucking bitch, I'll fight you for that fucker. & fuck that idiot who thinks smoking is normal. Because fuck you, it's fucking not.
Maybe I should get this off my chest more often.
Later, movie! :D
Monday, November 13, 2006
It's going to be troubling, you & me bubbling! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAkhsfkNx5g
Somebody- KILL ME. Now.
It just keeps getting better.
Marcella, I know you're reading this. Don't laugh man. Not funny, ha ha. Tomorrow shero & I are going to have a kdrama spree. (: We're going to watch that dvd! :D For about three hours plus. Then I'll watch my El Niño(The Kid). Torres luh, he's called that because he has a youthful face.
HE'S THE CAPTAIN. & Captains get the most glory. He was offered 30mil from Manchester United. But he's true to his club. Number 9, mah baby. HAHA. They're seventh baby!
Pretty girl in sufferning, with brusies on her ego- We'll go out tomorrow.
So I'm here confirming with shero about our plans for tomorrow. Neraly dies last night due of overdose of vulgarities. I have finished my second video, but that one's P&C! Hahaha. Tomorrow is the match! :D Tomorrow shero's coming over to watch KDRAMA! :D Maybe I'll get Marcella to come over and watch too, cause it's REALLY nice! Why am I advertising kdrama? It's not like I can even watch the entire season of many kdramas unlike those crazy friends I have.
What would I be staying for?
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Yeah, and I thought today was going to be one hell of a good one. Screw you, screw everything. Thanks for spoiling EVERY SINGLE THING.
THANKS.
By the way, I did have a good time. A real good time sitting at the back feeling like shit.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
My baby! :D
That's about it? I don't know, I can't really remember others. Hahahah! The Prestige was great, but it didn't stay in my mind long enough. Someone please kill my boredom.I am getting borrrred. I feel like making endless lists right now, but I have no topic. Nada. I am also too lazy to upload more pictures of f9t because I'm too bored, ha.
The most unforgettable movies- Titanic :DBrokeback Mountain! Amazing. (:Gattaca! Best Sci-fi one.Romeo&Juliet.Lord Of The Rings
DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I tell you I am going crazy, I am going so crazy I can't get any more crazy. Today I went on a picture spree! It was all good. (: I wonder if they're playing floorball now. It's raining! There's nothing to do and they're having P&W over here tonight.
Torres! :D
On his three tattoos:
On the arms, one side is tattooed the number 9. The other side is tattooed Fernando, in the language JRR Tolkien created! On his leg, it is tattooed in roman numerals, 7 7 2001. It is not known what this means.
Friday, November 10, 2006
Went for P&W today. Great achievement. I haven't gone in over a year, it felt wierd. Different room, different people. It was pretty crowded, I didn't know there were so many people when I first stepped in and practially walked into people because the lights were off.
P&W was alright, tuition was fun. :D There was some drama & contreversy. Whoa, I was very stunned that whatever happened happened. He told me that he'd die, but he didn't die. Ha. But it was a major misunderstanding. The story I first heard wasn't the full details one & I was shocked. But after I heard the real story I was like not that bad la. So nothing happened. Then everyone walked to Prumei and I ran off to catch my bus.
I think she's skinny. She think's I'm skinny.
MINI ME!
Omg, I can't believe what I just said. Hahaha! Let me just recap!
People from UK are hot. So hot that their asses burn.
Hahahah! That the heck. That was nonsense, seriously. But then again, they produce people like TORRES & that person in-charge of ticketing in that boat in Venice. :D
Torres = sexaye. :D
Omg, I love RBD. People like korean/chinese/jap songs & all. But ah, SPANISH! It's the new love. (: I especially like Que hay detras. But their english single Tu amor ain't bad at all either.
But this is seriously screwed, korean + spanish.
SPANIARDS BABY!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
THAT BLOODY IDIOT IS MOCKING ME! RAHH. Just now it was animal exchange? Tsk. Marcelllla! I bet you're happily sleeping & snoring while I'm typing this. I want mah SHERO to come back quickly. I'm missing you!
The italian version. Lee Ryan's voice = heaven. :D
Why is the freaking world either asleep or at camp? ): I miss all those idiots who are at the camp now! Only the evaporate tall person/animal exchange entertainment source is online!
Don't give up, because you are loved says:
SAY SAY SAY!
Leslie wants a blazer armani exchange says:
say say
Leslie wants a blazer armani exchange says:
u asked me to say "say say"
HOC = LOVE.
I've been fighting to let you go
Somedays I'll make it though
& then there's nights that never end.
Using the lappy again, it can't read chinese so I have to do my composition without altavista! ): Dang. I like blue nougarts. :D The soft soft ones. The cherry nougart is pretty nice too. But I think the chocolate one was a rip-off. The chocolate was pathethic. THere should be chunks of chocolate in there instead! But then again the cherry one didn't taste nothing like cherry. But the gigantic bars were awesome. :D
Step up: movie date + ice cream!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Today I went to Fabian's house for yet another thing(family gathering/dinner). On Sunday there's another one at Danielle's house. Whoa, it's the fourth one since my uncles came to Singapore for holiday. So they get to visit everyone's house. So like every few days go one persons house- yeah. :D
Sunday sunday! I wonder is Joshua will be there again! :D Today he kept trying to go out & everyone had to carry him back in & he'd pretend to cry. But once he gets out, he stops crying. Tsk!
Anyway, I watched the replay of the Altecto Madrid match this afternoon & screamed my head off. :D Hahaha. F9T. :D At Fabian's house, watched the goals of the different leagues. & 88 really sucked. Seriously sucked.
The smile when you tore me apart.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
HOC! :D Okay, I am catching the show right now. About thirty minutes after it was aired. Whoa, cool. (: These people are fast. Now all I need to do is wait for the episodes to download. :DD
IT'S STARTING!
By the way, Nathaniel left, ): I don't know when I'll see him again man, super sad. So in memory of this adorable rascal, I shall leave behind yet another picture!
Hahahaha! :D
I swear Jake Gyllenhaal is hot. (:
Even if he portrays a not so ideal ideal guy. A gay guy that is. He is still really hot! :D I am going to post the video on my blog soon. :D I swear those two are so sweet. Hahaha! They're cooler than The L Word. & people I know whom watch The L Word think it's pretty boring. You have to catch BBM. The best gay show ever. :D
I remember watching it during the plane ride & smiling to myslef, because it was super sweet. Not only that, it had a tragic ending. Touching.
Okay, this one- It really hits the heart. many people cried after watching. I think it's really emotional, but the song is amazing. I am amazed I have never heard the song before.
I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night, thinking you might call me.
I don't know what to say anymore.
I intended on typing out on someone who's trashing his/her family. But that someone has everything, seriously everything. S/he doesn't know it yet.
But then again, who am I kidding? People have their good days, their bad days. Everyone mostly talks about their bad days. What's so worth about the bad days that we remember them?
Remember they good days, they don't always last.
I can't even remember then.
Faith can be broken.
Because I'm using the lappy & it's another xp, I cannot play any of the nice old childhood games! ): I realy miss 98 right now. There's no games, only music. ): I don't know what to do online. I want to go kill half my sim population right now. I'm overpopulated & there are too many screwed people. I should kill entire families at one go! Then I'll leave the kids to die by themselves. Ha! (:
Random pictures, because I'm bored. Where's my entertainment sources?!
Chen & I, with Denise Keller. Chen & I at camp, late at night.
Neoprints, old ones. The day I wore the school council attire!
Monday, November 06, 2006
NATHANIEL! :D
BABY CROCS! Adorable little cutie.
I love him ALOT.
& there's JOSHUA! :D
My other adorable little one. (:
RACHEL! The donut song. :D
The three babies were at my house just now. The first two were a handful. The third one was happily playing with Nadia. Kim & Adrianna were around too. Today I learnt that Adrianna & Rachel shared the same middle name! Faith. Elizabeth & I have almost the same middle name, almost. Her's is Jean. Mine is Jeanne. What's with my family man?
Now you know, you easily persuadable person.
I'm not what you make me out to be. I think too much.
Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me and I can't help it.
I woke up feeling really terrible. I've got a nose that won't stick on to my face & keeps running away! Dude says my nose reminds her of this green cactus. It's pretty wierd. Dude used to sneeze wax in her previous life. & became a shellionare. :D I wonder where my entertainment sources get inspiration from!
From the other day. This was REVENGE! :D
And and and! We've both got this picture where we're in about the same pose. Hahaha! I shall upload that picture. Hold on a second. There!
Quotes, "See the resemblence?"
Sunday, November 05, 2006
One more year till confirmation, I don't want it to pass so fast. Next year will be the most hectic schdule in my entire life. I'll be taking my O's, getting confirmed and watching my brother marry!
How to handle everything?
[NOTE TO SELF]
I have to grow my hair, pass everything really well, grow inwardly horizontal(Ha!), wear lady-like shoes(Not sneakers). I don't know what else! Oh & I have to stop _. Dang, it's going to be a tough one to break.
The dinner was alright. I was placed in table full of old cousins & two aunts. I felt so bloody young! :/ Then halfway I abandoned eating and went off to play with all the kiddies! :D I love Nathaniel and Joshua. Joshua is the cutest little thing. (: He is cuter than Nathaniel. But Nathaniel is so adorable! The way he talks, super cute. :D
Dan & I were talking about school & all the other stuff. This year's candidates were all nominated or self-nominated. What the heck?! Last time there was no such system. The teachers choose the nominees. & Poon knows Dan is my cousin. Plus what she did, O-M-G. I almost died of embarrassment in the room right then. I didn't know where to hide my face! Hahaha. We're related to Glenn Ong, Jamie Yeo, Vernetta Lopez. My cousin is also related to Leandra. I don't like star-studded families. Especially when you don't really like that star. Blah.
CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! :D
I want dc shoes. THey're supre comfortable! :D
I wore Leslie's today & I didn't want to take them off. But must wear socks luh, HAHAHA. You suck la, don't know how to suck. Heh. I wonder where the munchys are at now. The four of us got two free packets of munchys from KFC's family meal.Pan & I both ate a chicken each, Chen ate two chickens & Leslie ate FOUR. What the heck. The munchys kinda sucked. I prefer the cookie munchys. They're nicer. :D
Later I'll be visiting my aunty, then there's Naomi's baptism. Then there's the DINNER/PARTY! :D What a long day. & I only had 6 hours of sleep. Die.
I'll get through tomorrow, knowing you were here today.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
When you're torn between two people, what would you do? Especially when you are unable to run away from them or the situation.
I don't know what to do, I don't want to go tomorrow. Even though I know it'll be fun. I can't guess if it's going to be or great or just fine. But I know I don't want to go. But a promise is a promise, right? But what are promises when they can be broken? An oath can also be broken. What in this world can't be broken? Even people are broken. Broken so badly they don't know themselves anymore.
Hold my hand and guide me there. For I know you're much stronger than I am.
I place my trust in you.
Friday, November 03, 2006
There's a surprise party on Sunday. I have piano and I'm also suppsoed to go out on that day. Oh man, I don't know what to do know. I am partially sick and am unable to go to school for the SYF auditions. So I guess I'm going to do backstage next year. My final year some more. Good luck to all the actresses. I bet I know who's going to act, it's typically sterotyped. All those bloody suckers get every single role. I hated the rehersals last time, but there was no choice. But now I've got a choice! :D No more 24/7 rehersals. More like slacking at the sidelines while everyone else works their asses off.
While I was deleting my messages, I was also reading through them. I was thinking, did I really talk to you that much? Scary, I shouldn't freak myself out over these stuff. I shold rest & get well. :D Anyway, STEP UP is coming out soon! :D Most probably watching with Cheng, Des & Marcella. I am also awaiting The Sims 3. Coming out in about three years time? Whoa. Nice. (:
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Tuition today was so tiring that I had two dinners. First time in an extremely long time! I usually have just one heavy meal a day during the holidays. Tomorrow there's tuition again. Super tiring. Dang! Plus the rest are all having school before tuition. So I won't have anyone to hang out with! ):
My chair is taken luh, I'm STANDING and typing this. Now my hand really hurts. Later there's prisonbreak! (: I can't wait. Last week there was a freaking cliffhanger. Eeks.
Today I got a really random call from Marcella. Asking about some survey thing on Prisonbreak. Really random yeah! Some more while you're working can still happily call me. Later I called her back & almost got banged over by a car. Dang. Dangerous. Now hand super pain. I can't even type properly. Bloody frustrating.
& I've still got another 20minutes to kill.
What the hell.
I'm watching the match.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
I love the names Cara/Kara and Hayden. :D They're F names besides Hayden, which is E. Plus, I love the name HAYDEN! But I think Kara is a super nice name too. My number one name love is Hayden though. To think I actually went to the extent of finding these out. I forgot their meanings already though.
Jeanne. Female. God is gracious. Celtic/Gaelic.
Kaydence? Ryder? I've got this thing for names with Y,D and E in them. Dang.
I'll go for a K name first. :D Then I'll see how everything goes.
I getting paid $50 for 6/7 hours of work in one day, just one day. :D
Wow, monehhhh! (:
Chinese today was really sleepy. I woke up late and about 15minutes after I woke up I was in school. I made it on time. That's what's so good about living so close! :D I stoned the entire lesson & ate my last MAOAM. Then later helped the teachers collate two classes of surveys. Pretty boring work, but we got chocolates. :D I think Lim is a nice teacher now, she kinda really cares luh. (:
Forever young, I want to be forever young.
I hope our last year will be the best we've ever had.
Class of '07!
